Today was Day 1!!!
I already know when I have the most trouble sticking to *the plan*. Late at night!
I'm a snack-er. Usually a couple hours after dinner I get the munchies. And munchies are anything that isn't nailed down really. I try not to buy "bad" snack food. But May eats better when she can snack on healthy things rather than at "meals". She is a Fly By Eater. For those of you who know her personally.... You know she is a BUSY little woman.
I can proudly say that I'm feeling very confident that I can make this work for me again. I lost almost 45 lbs the last time I did WW successfully. I felt AMAZING!
My Goals:
* To get back into a size 16-18. ( I know that some people think this is HUGE but I can tell you.... I would look dead if I ever got into a 10 or something tiny like that) This is a lot of work for me. I'm not about to tell you all what size I am now, but know... this is going to be a lot of work.
* I will be a bridesmaid for my Longest Friend sometime in the future. She has yet to set a date but I want to be ready when I'm called. I don't want to look at photos of her wedding and think " Holy Cats! I look like I'm about to EAT THE BRIDE!" This is not a good look for anyone.
* I want to FEEL sexy. I have no question of my husbands opinion of my sexiness .... but right now... his opinion doesn't even penetrate my own self disgusted mind.
* I don't want to be the FAT mom! I don't want to be at the park and be the biggest mom on the bench. I would rather not be on the bench at all!
I accepted that I would never wear a bikini years ago. It pains me none at all to wear a 1 piece.
I also sport a pair of cankles no matter what size/weight I am. It's genetics baby, and it's a bitch!
I have a big ol' booty. That also doesn't ever really go away. I would just like it to be smaller and still size proportional.
I KNOW I CAN DO THIS!
Now, on to Day 2
You CAN do this. I know you WILL!!
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